Week 3

We're still going strong on shots! This was week 3 of them. It's beena a LONG and EXEPNSIVE month! I'm just not responding as quickly this time around so it's drawn things out quite a bit. We go in on Thursday to see if my follicles are where they need to be and ready to release those little eggs. If they are we're going to do an IUI. We've waited so long for any type of response that we want to be as aggresive as we can. 
The first week I didn't respond it was really hard. I've never been that upset and emotional over our infertility than I was then. I just didn't understand why I would respond last month and not at all this time. I think in mind we had finally figured something out and we just needed to do it a couple times for us to get pregnant. 
I just sobbed to my doctor and the nurses and asked why it wasn't working. They said that women with PCOS won't ever find the silver bullet. Because our horomones are all over the place all of the time there is never a guarantee. I already knew that but that time I finally understood and things have been a lot better. I've been a lot more patient. So now we're keeping our fingers crossed for Thursday!!