Bet you hadn't guessed by now that I want a baby...
I swear thats all I think about.
It used to be more of "If we get to have a baby.." but now its "When the baby gets here..." I'm a lot more positive than I used to be. But there's still that a little part of me that thinks IF.
IF is doubt. IF is bad news bears for me. IF messes with my head and confuses my heart.
WILL is faith. WILL pushes past IF. WILL is what we're fighting for.
We WILL have a baby. I'm not exactly completely sure when but we will. And I will want that little runt as badly then as I do right now.
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